Unemployment Sucks!!

It's been over 2 months now and still nothing. I get up every morning and spend at least 2 hours on the job boards, searching for anything. After sending out another 5 resumes, at least, I take a break. HHMMM.... what to do today? Yard work? Houseclean? Laundry? Watch TV? Get depressed? Talk to friends, hhmmm, they're working so that's probably not a good idea. I know - I'll worry myself into a stupor!!! When will I lose the house? When will they repo my truck? Health insurance or the house?? Decisions, decisions.

I know there is a reason for this - all things work together for those who love Christ - but right now it's looking pretty darn bleak. What is to become of me? There is nothing quite as humbling as taking money from my daughter to pick up some medicine or falling apart at my other daughters because I don't have the cash to go to the doctor and I have a chest cold that aggrevates the asthma. Eat or medicine?!?!?!!?!?

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!!!!!

I'm Back

It's been a long time since I last blogged. Since the last time I did I was laid off from my job. This is the most scary situation I have been in since I came to Tucson. I've been diligently searching for jobs for the past two months to no avail. I am so afraid I'll loose everything again, like I did in the 80's when I was laid off from BMY.

More Than 3 Months!

What a road to travel!!! Trying to remember to chew, chew, chew food is hard if I'm not paying attention! Over the holidays when the dishes were passed, I put on the same amount as I used too then had to stop. What am I doing!!! Old habits die hard.
I'm down 56 pounds and am feeling like a butterfly coming out of my cacoon (SP?)!! I sit different, walk different, see myself differently and can hardly believe my eyes. I'm halfway to my goal so look out, let's see where this takes me.
On a different note, I start classes to persue a doctorate on Feb. 3. I can't believe I'm doing this!!!